Well I am certainly not single. Ha! I haven't been for nearly 7 years now. Not that I would ever want to be again. Dating seems tiresome, and I love the comfort of my husband. I see a quote all the time on Facebook "He may not be perfect, but he's perfect for you." Well that's the God's honest truth. Randy Johnson is far from perfect, and I remind him of that much more than I should, but he is everything to me. I am crazy. Yes. I said it. I. Am. Crazy. I worry, I stress, I get frustrated over the smallest things, I cry more than a normal human being ever should, my moods literally throw themselves from one extreme to the other. I'm a basket case 80% of the time, but that boy, for some reason unknown to me, is crazy about me, and he PUTS UP with my crazy! Not even because he has to, but he actually LIKES being around me. That amazes me. He makes me feel like a better person. He makes me want to be a better person. He loves me, and I absolutely adore him.
There are days where we are at each others throats. I worry about his safety sometimes. There are days when my crazy finally gets the best of him and he looses his patience with me. We have our downs, but our ups are so so worth every down. We play. We love to play. We love to be silly. We giggle. We laugh. We enjoy each other. He chases me around the house. We slow dance to no music in the kitchen. Although I don't understand it, there is something magic about the two of us. He is my missing piece.
He is my rock. My calm. I am more thankful for him than he'll ever know. I wrote this during our wedding planning process and I mean it more so today than I did 2 years ago.
"I'm ready. Not without fear, but without reservations. I'm ready to walk down the isle. I'm ready to finally, after nearly 5 years, be his wife. He is my best friend. He has been my number one supporter. He has held my hand through my darkest days, and he's been waiting on the other side when I finally find the light again. I know that he is the one set aside for me. I know when I was born, when I was raised, when I grew up, with every choice that I made, and every choice that was made for me, it was all for him. It was all to end up here, at the end of an isle, saying I do, to the one person that was meant to hold my hand for the rest of my life since day one."
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